Taking Down the Walls

My First Coaching Session

It’s February 23rd, 2008.

I had my first coaching session at groundwork in Osaka.

I met this coach on January 13th at a seminar on “choice.”

Because I was intrigued by the quality of her questions, I really wanted to talk to her, Coach Nishimura.

I began noticing a recurring theme during the 2-hour-session.

Well, my main purpose of being coached today was to find what I really would like to do in my life.  It seems endless to discuss this by myself, and I literally needed some help.

I noticed:

1. I am fricking afraid of making mistakes; therefore, taking the first step.

2. I am fricking afraid of stepping out of the regular, foreseeable lifestyle, even though I claim to be adventurous.  (Conflicting myself….)

3. By being very conscious of how others percieve of me, I realized that I had (have) been hiding the fact that I may not love my self that much.  By being TOO kind to others and not at all kind to myself, I realized that I may not love my self that much.

4. It all comes down to my past experiences of not valuing what I am, who I am.

5. It then leads to what I wanto to do.  By helping become who I want to be and who I think I really am,  I could help thousands of others who might be feeling self-less, unconfident, and mis-perceived.

This is something I need to work on right away, and by digging this, I am 150% sure that I will get what I want.

Try to millionairize!

That’s the key!